I've been seeing this guy for almost a year and it's been amazing, I mean we've had our ups and downs but overall when I am with him it feels like time stops and it's just us. He makes me feel beautiful and strong and takes away all of my anxiety and fears. I went swimming in a lake today which I don't do bc fish and seaweed and idk what I'm stepping on🤣 but I didn't care bc he was holding my hand and I felt like I could do anything. He's the most amazing man I've ever met and he treats me like I'm the only girl in the world. We've been talking about marriage a lot but today I went to get my ring size bc he's been asking and idk it just hit me like this is forever. I know I love him and I love how I can be completely myself with him so idk if it's just that we haven't had a time yet where we could just stay at home and see what its like being together that much that's making me anxious. We don't want to live together until we are married but we both still live with our parents bc college is expensive 🤣 so how did you know you were with the man you were going to marry?