I’m having trouble feeling attractive but I’m so horny

Since summer started my skin has been breaking out I have PCOS which contributed to the acne but the summer heat has made it even worse

I work with kids and it’s gotten to the point of where they point it out and ask “what are those bumps on your face?” 🤦🏾‍♀️ it’s really embarrassing

This guy I was seeing ended things back in February and I’ve been working towards getting over it but my skin has only gotten worse since then which is making it hard for me to put myself out there

I also feel like I have bad breath and my armpits smell

I feel like why would anyone like me when I have all these insecurities lurking…

But I’m interested in dating and meeting other people I’ve invested so much money into skin care to the point where I have no money left.

So I’m broke penniless and acne ridden. Idk why this is happening in my life. I’ve been trying to accept instead of resist but I feel like the only thing that’ll help is having sex.

I need to release I need to feel someone touch my body and grab me and want me and pull me and essentially fuck the shit out of me