Am I too relaxed?

Sonia

36+ 6 today. Maybe because it’s my third but I am just fine if baby decides to wait until their due date. I’m due august 23rd. My last day of work will be this coming Thursday. I don’t think I’ll make it to the 23rd considering my first two were born days prior to their due date. I still have to pack my hospital bag. The nursery is not done. We haven’t received the crib or changing table yet 😬. And like yeah it’s a little worrisome but I’m actually pretty chill about it all hahaha. I’m trying to focus on how to mentally deal with labor instead. I’ve done it twice and want to be in better control of it this time. Undecided if I want a medicated birth but I always hate losing some degree of control of my body with the epidural. Any who I feel like I may be too relaxed if that’s even a thing.