Struggle bus


My husband and I have been trying for a year. We get our beautiful BFP at the same time with my best friend and my coworker. We all had the same due dates. 9 weeks later my baby doesn’t have a heartbeat anymore. I get thrown out the bus while their pregnancy keeps progressing and I’m here with a D&C later trying to start all over again… is hard man… seeing people you care for still growing their 100% healthy babies, big bumps and knowing that’s how “ I would of looked by now” but I just smile because I never want them to feel like they can’t say anything to me or show their excitement. Because i don’t want to take away from their moment so I just hurt on the inside. This was our first month trying again. We will know if it worked in a couple more weeks. Please pray for me while I go through this journey once again.