I prayed and prayed to have a girl. I had everything planned for a girl, down to nursery details, and baby shower. I was so excited to name a little girl after my grandmothers.

Found out this morning that it's a little Boy, and I cant lie. Im struggling to be excited. My husband cried tears of joy, a boy is all hes ever wanted. Im excited, because he is so happy, but I'm so sad that my Grandma wont be able to meet a little girl named after her.

Excuse the v picture. I work midnights, and had not slept or showered before this picture this morning.