I’m only six weeks pregnant so I have time I know, but man some nights:days when my son is being difficult I just imagine two crying at me, two needing me, two! Alone! By, my, self.

Like tonight he wouldn’t even let me wash his hair without freaking out and he kept rubbing shampoo in his eyes(he’s never done that before, he normally puts his head back and keeps playing while I wash him up. And it’s just so stressful to think about having to make dinner when two kids need me. I just ugh don’t know how my next chapter in life will be. But I’m stressed thinking about it.

My husband works out of town at minimum 5 days a week, he could go actually weeks without a day off, before he got hired on his new job his coworker said he had worked 21 days straight and was given a week off to compromise, but man I’m just venting and just wondering how do solo/single mommas do two kids.