Hello ladies

I’m supposed to be 8 weeks pregnant today , but for the past week all my pregnancy symptoms kind of faded away .. I no longer has sore boobs nor do I still feel disgusted when I smell certain things

I was always feeling bloated , I no longer feel that !

I had some mild cramping before I no longer feel that either, also I was always tired and now I feel like my energy is back !

My first ultrasound will be on august 4 and I’m sooo scared 😔😔😔 I really want to be able to enjoy this pregnancy and believe that this is really happening but I’m not because of my anxiety ( I had a missed miscarriage before) and ever since I found out I was pregnant I’m not able to rejoice like the rest of women as soon as they find out they’re pregnant.. I read a lot online that is uncommon by 8 weeks for all of your symptoms to be fading it’s due to a hormonal change and this make a pregnancy high risk ..

I feel so lonely especially that my husband is away he’s out of country for the next 3 months due to work

I really want to tell him a happy news but I keep getting anxiety attacks that I will get the ‘I’m sorry we can’t hear any heartbeat’ again

I’m so scared 😢😭😭💔💔