Post partum

Last week my boyfriend drank some orange juice and didn’t feel well after he got a headache, nausea, fatigue and I didn’t know it was the orange juice I ended up drinking some and an hour later I was having cold sweats a fever of 102 my head was hurting really bad. My head has been so foggy and I’m 7 weeks post partum I haven’t stopped bleeding since giving birth today I felt gushing in my pants and when I took them off I was draining blood it was just pouring out of me, my head feels foggy I feel really lightheaded, I feel kinda confused and have been for about 3 days now. I tried to tell my boyfriend and he tells me I just sound like the boy who cried wolf.

I had yelled at my daughter for not doing something I asked multiple times and he told me I was acting crazy. And why is she in the living room and not in her room? And what am I doing and what time did I wake up? Why isn’t the house cleaned I told him I wasn’t feeling well he said he hasn’t felt well his whole life and that I just cry wolf and want attention. And when I ask him to watch the kids he tells me take them to his mo mor his sister. Lately he’s been telling me his sister told him that he needs to start bringing the kids by and not me, she said he’s her brother and should bring them by. (He always said he didn’t do wel with his family after his last relationship cause they ruined it) but now when I ask if I can take her kids out like I used to she’s to busy. Or there was an event I had offered to take the kids too and she said she would let me take them. I took one of the older kids (her neice) to an event before the one for the younger kids and she called her neice asking what she was doing when she said she was with me, she got mad and they called my boyfriend saying it’s fucked op how I lied and didn’t take her kids but this event I had taken her to was different and it was known. Well when the event came around to take her kids she said no that they were busy. Oh well my boyfriend and I were arguing he lifted his foot up and kicked me in my side and when I said to him why would he kick me he told me he didn’t kick me he pushed me. Lately he’s been pushing me, digging his nails into my skin, he choked me and denied all of it but I have photos of what he did to me. I ask him to watch the kids while I go to the hospital and he walked right past me and kept going to walk down to his *sissy’s* house

My boyfriend told me that his family used to talk shit about me when we first met cause they didn’t know me, and they used to talk bad about his ex of 6 years too. But I’m starting to think that maybe his 6 year relationship ship didn’t work out because the way he treats people!

He used to be amazing and courteous, if I needed help he was right there, if I needed him he was right there. Now if I need help he tells me to figure it out. If I’m sick he tells me to stop complaining and go on a walk. I’m loosing blood he tells me to stop crying wolf and clean the house. That’s literally how I feel he is treating me am I just a slave to him? And I bet he talks bad about to me to his family although he says he doesn’t. I find it ironic how suddenly he’s so close to his sister again after he hasn’t been for 3 years we been together. And they would blame me for it. But I would always try to tell him to go visit his sister or to hang out and he didn’t want to, for his birthdays he screamed at me about birthday cakes, for Valentine’s Day he doesn’t want anything. When I have tried to kiss him he would tell me to worry about myself but get mad when he wanted to have sex and I ignored him or told him no