so when i got pregnant i enjoyed having sex few months later i bought sex toys for me & my husband to use i thought id try smth new i liked using them but i felt stupid while he was using them on me like i tried so hard to loving it & enjoying it but i couldn't so after that i couldn't get myself to enjoy sex at all like till this day i can't after i had my baby im still thinking like this & i know I CANT HAVE SEX TILL IM CLEARED WITH MY DOCTOR even if im cleared i dont planned on having sex either i dont see a point to it i feel like shit because i cant get myself to liking it anymore like i read other posts about how some women are pleasuring there husband's & i can't even do that to mine bc i just can't find it enjoyable 😭

has anyone else felt like this before?