Unwanted pregnancy , abortion experiences or tips?

Soooooo me and my friend have found ourselves pregnant. He is against abortions but understands my wanting to get one. I knew before I even took a test that I didn’t wNt a baby. I kept having dreams. Of pregnancy. And baby boys with my best friend and my daughter kept saying she can hear a baby in my belly 😞. I was in denial until now. .... does anyone have any tips on coping or want to share their experience with either method pill or suction .