My wife had an affair with my brother

My marriage is coming to an end. I found out my wife fucked my brother who has a pregnant wife at home who's about to pop. We both found out on the same day. We already had issues before because any time I wouldn't do something right in bed she would yell at me and call me names. She can just be a mean person but I did love het. How we found out was my SIL best friend saw them go into a hotel together and she told us AT THE BABY SHOWER! I'm glad she said something but the baby shower doesn't seem like the right time or place. His wife ran out crying and I left. My brother tried to talk to me but I just Saud fuck you. Threw all my wife's stuff outside and bought A new lock. Not like she came back right away. She didn't show up to get her stuff until 2 days later.

My brother came to see me this morning and asked to talk. I told him to go talk to his pregnant wife. He said he will but he doesn't love her anymore and he's been wanting to leave for A while. But that loves me mire than anything in this life and I'm his best friend and he's sooo sorry. He starts crying about how sorry he is and gets on his needs crying and I told him to get up and get out. I slammed my door in his face and he kept saying he's sorry. I'm not forgiving my wife(I don't believe that whole always forgive bullshit so don't bother commenting it). But I might forgive my brother..... Idk...

The thing with my brother.. He is my best friend. We've always been close and I have always put his happiness over mine. His wife before they were dating, I actually liked her. But my brother did too so I hooked them up. Because I wanted him to be happy. I love him and I would always do what I can to make sure he's happy. That's why this hurts even more...

I would never sleep with my brothers wife. I know its a joke lol, but 1. I no longer have those feelings for her. 2 he deserves to be in his sons life. And 3 still love him... And I would never do that.