So frustrated

Winter
AF was due yesterday. Leading up to yesterday I had none of my usual symptoms. Even today, nothing to make me think I was starting. In fact I had a few symptoms making me feel I had gotten lucky. And then I went to the bathroom. Oh look, I started my period!! Grrr! I am 36, we have been trying for a year. Had a blighted ovum in June and that was the only BFP I ever got. I keep getting my hopes up only to feel crushed when I see AF instead. I am calling my Dr in the morning to schedule an appointment to discuss where we go from here. But I am almost emotionally ready to give up.