I’m turning 18 in November and my boyfriend is turning 17 in February. We met in early March and began dating in late May. He is everything I ever wanted and more, but there’s just one problem. He lives in Spain and I live in the UK. I haven’t been in a real life relationship for 3 years, which means I haven’t been able to kiss anyone or anything like that for 3 years, and I am extremely touch starved. I cry myself to sleep every night because I just need a hug from him. In December, way before I dated him, I spent a whole month searching for a partner, 6 hours a day. I dated my ex purely because I was desperate even though he lives even further than my current boyfriend, and when we broke up I started dating my boyfriend just 5 days later because I had already started to catch feelings for him, and he was so sweet and loving I fell for him. My problem is that I really want to be held by him, and we’re both also pretty horny (we’re both virgins). I can’t do long distance but I love him. I don’t know when I’m meeting him but it might be in November just before my 18th birthday. What do I do until then?