I know we all go through this at one point in time and multiple times in life. It’s just hitting me harder just because it’s recent but i know I’ll get over it just like I have in the past. Just writing it down makes me feel better. You know you’ll think this person is close to you and they feel close to you as well. But then for some reason they’ll say something or do something that makes you realize that they didn’t feel the same about you as you do for them or maybe they don’t care about you and much as you do for them. That’s the part that sucks, is realizing that or finding out that. I know we’ve all been in that situation before. The older you get, the harder it is to find real genuine friendships.