Hi ladies any advice

Unfortunately I am unable to find someone who can take care of my 14 month old I was mostly working to buy stuff for new babe since we sold most of our stuff from her like stroller,car seat, bassinet, etc. We where not planning on having more kids so now we have to repurchase everything and I also want to do a cute maternity shoot which I don’t want to depend on no one to pay for. But I can’t work anymore since my mom was the one watching her and we got in to an argument and said she will no longer take care of her. So I’m thinking about opening a small baby boutique but I’m scared of it not working out I have found vendors already but I’m just care of investing and then not working. What do you guys suggest should I just open and see ? Or not open at all ?? I know it’s a risk