Hi guys,

I hope how I word this doesn’t come off as messed up, insensitive or ungrateful but I just need to know if I’m alone in this…

This is my 3rd pregnancy - (2 prior MC) & I’m coming up on 22 weeks. I’m so excited and feel so in love with my little babe but there are days (mostly at the beginning) that I would wish to miscarry.. please do not judge - because I know how bad it sounds, but imagine how terrible it feels to feel & vocalize it

There are days when I think “holy hell, what have I done? I can’t change this now.. life is going to change.. am I ready? Did I REALLY want this?”

I’ve always wanted to be a mom since I could remember but reality is setting in and im scared, frightened, overwhelmed… I just need to know im not alone in feeling this way…