I am actively miscarrying. I have a D&C scheduled for tomorrow and currently wearing an adult diaper because I am bleeding in spurts. Was 9 weeks. I know it is not my fault and don't feel like I did anything wrong, but I still feel like I let everyone who was excited down. This sucks. I hate having to start over. I am 37, conceived through <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>, and I feel like my precious time has been wasted and is slipping through my fingers. I just want tomorrow to come so that I am no longer carrying my dead baby.