A bit of background. I lost my son at the end of my second trimester, my first baby. He would be 2. It was the hardest thing I’ve ever done. 2 months after we lost him I found out I was pregnant with our daughter and last year we welcomed our rainbow baby. We’ll after a failed iud we are pregnant with our last baby. A dear friend of mine unfortunately joined the awful club of angel babies last week. She welcomed a beautiful baby boy. I’m so sad for her, I cried so many tears because I never want people to go through that. But her loss has really triggered me. (Obviously not her fault, the circumstances are just so similar to my son, it feels like I’m reliving it) I’m constantly worried now about this baby. Any other moms out there dealing with this, or have in the past.