Surreal

Chane

First pregnancy

4 weeks 6 days

So anxious about having a  miss

Never had one before but i have seen everyone around me go through it and it has put the fear in me.

Obsessed with the miscarriage rate chart. Watching my figures go down every day.

It still seems too surreal.

Evertime that I pee which is a lot I still expect to see my period.

I'm definitely still in shock/denial