Hey ladies

I got my first faint positive today after two miscarriages, and I’m not as happy as i thought I would be. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve been TTC for quite some time so seeing those two lines did get me excited initially, but shortly after I started to stress and worry. What if this one ends in a miscarriage as well? It makes it difficult to enjoy and celebrate. I haven’t even told my husband that I’m pregnant yet. I feel guilty for not being happy because we’ve been trying for so long, but I’m terrified of being happy in case it ends in another miscarriage.

I really need all the encouraging words I can get because I’m a mess right now !

Rant over xx