I had a chemical pregnancy about six months before getting pregnant with my 3 year old daughter. For the longest time I didn’t consider it my first pregnancy. I had only known for a couple days before my tests started turning negative then starting to bleed. As painful as it was, I truly believe I have the kids I was meant to have. I was able to find pictures of the tests I took on a website, as weird it sounds this is proof to me it was real. Obviously I wish I didn’t have to experience that, but I believe it helped me realize how much I really did want to have a baby. In a way, it was blessing (doesn’t take the pain away though.) I would have loved that baby with all my heart.