I need advice!

I’m seriously debating on not going back to work after my maternity leave ends. Financially we can afford it and my hubby has given me the green light but I’m struggling. I’ve ALWAYS worked and provided for myself. Always had my own money and never really had to rely on anyone for it. I’m just scared I’ll hate it and regret giving up my pretty decent paying job (that I hate most days). Even though the thought of staying home with my two littles and being able to be there for oldest is calling my name, I’m still so undecided. help!

** I should note that I don’t ALWAYS hate my job, it’s just a lot of responsibility and stress and demands ALOT Of my time. 10 hour days 6 days a week. I’ve been with the company for over 10 years and have been in my new position for almost a year.