My name is Vanessa (everyone calls me Ness). I'm 40 years old and just found our about my 7th pregnancy. My oldest is 20, I had twin girls at 24 weeks who were only with us a few short hours they would be 14 the 30th of this month had they survived, then my rainbow baby, my youngest is 12. I have a 12 year old step-son and have suffered 3 miscarriages in the last 2 years. We just found out yesterday we are expecting yet again. So many emotions right now. If things go well with this pregnancy my baby will be younger than my oldest grandbaby who just turned 3!!! To day that life is a roller coaster is an understatement but at this point in my life all I can do is strap my butt in and hang on for the ride!!!