honestly I hate myself for even posting something like this but I guess hating myself or beating myself up is the trend nowadays.

I guess in order to make this a “not so long sappy, sorry for me post” is to say I’ve been single for almost 5 years now. break up was AWFUL. dating here and there are on & off and meeting guys that seem to want something but dip after a month or whenever they find something new.

moral of the story is I just am wondering if someone else feels the same and can relate. I feel undesirable and I have constant anxiety about ending up alone.