Laboring alone…

Has anyone done this in this app? Or know someone who has. The father of the baby has been abusive and toxic and crazy. I thought having him the room would be okay since he’s the father but with the possibility of the restraining order and warrant for his arrest I’m not sure…

The idea of laboring and giving birth alone is starting to sound peaceful and more special and more like a moment for me that I deserve that I’ll have on my own. Afterwards I could maybe invite my mother up but aside from it I think labor and delivery I should do alone but I wanna hear from others first. Did you do this and what was your experience like?

Did you regret it ? Or do you cherish it?