I’m 31 weeks pregnant and I honestly don’t feel too much of a bond with baby. Itext kind of an off an in feeling. I love her, care for her well-being and enjoy her kicks, but I feel no emotion for this pregnancy. I’m going through a financial situation right now and I honestly don’t even know what to do anymore. My fiancé doesn’t want to work because his back hurts and I’m not the smartest person for a good paying job. I feel depressed 90% of the time and it honestly wouldn’t bother me if I died giving birth. I want the best for my girl, but I don’t think I’m it.