Heya everyone

So I just wanted to ask everyone’s opinion on this as I’m feeling slightly guilty but also not sure what to think at the same time.

So I’ve basically been with this guy for a few months now and he’s been my best friend for years and we started doing stuff. He’s been with quite a few people before me and for me it’s all my first time so obviously I’m very new and nervous. Quite a few times as it progressed he’d been wanting to give head and one day I let him and I enjoyed it a lot. But I’ve just noticed that he’s been doing a lot to me and I haven’t been giving much back. It’s mainly because I don’t know what I’m doing, don’t know how I feel about it and I’m nervous. I know that he enjoys giving to me and he finds pleasure out of it and tells me that he’s not bothered that I don’t/ for me to not worry. But at the same time I feel bad because I just don’t feel confident enough to give back to him!

What du think? X