Anyone else ever volunteer for overtime or take the longer route to get home just to distract yourself or in a way to avoid being alone? I find myself signing up for overtime so I can distract myself and my sad feelings. Usually on the holidays I’ve always hated them as my family never did anything and as an only child I spent most of those days alone. So this year I signed up to work Christmas and thanksgiving. I have no friends since getting rid of everyone toxic in my life and people who used me and I’m single with a fear of dating because I’m plus sized and let alone the pandemic. So I sign up for more overtime