😢 I feel very guilty. My ex of 5 years and I broke up around 3 weeks ago and recently he reached out telling me he loves me and apologized for him leaving me and hurting me and that he wanted me in his life. However, later that night I saw that a mutual friend posted a video of him drunk dancing with girls at a club. I was very upset because I couldn’t believe that he was talking to me about love and how much I mean to him but then his actions show otherwise. So I was so upset that I decided to text him and I let the anger get the best of me. Today since he’s still my boss at work I had to reach out to him to ask if I had to close today or not, he said no but after he said, “Ps thanks for that paragraph I shoulda died the other night” and sent me a video of his car that is now crashed and destroyed. I feel horrible I didn’t meant for that to happen. The crash happened the same night I sent him the paragraph but he was driving drunk. I just feel bad I didn’t want this to happen. I didn’t respond back to him because I’m just scared. I just don’t know what to say 😢🥺