The past 10 months have been a struggle in my marriage. My husband who I adore with every ounce inside me lied to me and I do not trust him anymore. We have been seeking couples therapy along with individual therapy to save our marriage but I still do not trust him. I woke up last week and said to myself I'm done, I'm tired of crying feeling alone and feeling insecure every time my husband leaves for work I'm going to prepare to separate for my own sanity and happiness. Well I find out that same day that I'm pregnant. 10 years married and not one pregnancy and today as we speak I'm pregnant 7 weeks. Idk what to do. Is this Gods way of telling me I need to forgive and make it work. I'm at a lost.