I dont know if i should give up on pumping...

I mainly need to rant. So my mental health has not been good. My dog is really sick and needs alot of attention and ive just felt really overwhelmed trying to balance daily chores and pumping. My baby only took 1 of my boobs and didnt even take the other and ive been supplementing with formula mostly since shes always hungry. My milk took a hit and has been drying out and ove tried to power pump but it hasnt been working. I dont even know if i want it to work. I take pride in giving her my milk but im miserable about pumping. Are my feeling normal?