Y’all I want a baby sooo bad, it’s always been my dream to have a family of my own but after getting out of a few toxic relationships it’s so hard to put my all into someone and feel worthy of actually starting a family with them. But I feel it would change my life which is exactly what I need. I don’t want to have a baby with just anyone though so it’s driving me crazy!! I had a miscarriage at 18, and never gotten pregnant since.. at 25 now, I really want to start a family but I don’t have a man adequate enough. People say all the time just wait and the right one will come but it’s heart aching watching everyone else, I don’t want to make an impulsive decision although this is something I’ve longed for, so many years.