Yes I know I’m a shitty person..

So I cheated on my husband, 2 days later had sex with my husband, and now I’m pregnant. Basically don’t know who the dad is. Anyway, the guy I cheated with told me to get an abortion and my husband is now telling me to as well. I can’t. I can’t get an abortion. I’m prepared to raise this baby alone I guess. I have to deal with the consequences of my actions. I know most people will think I’m shitty and have no kind words and that’s fine. I think I just needed to get it out.