I’m felling so awful

Hello everyone I need some advice.

So I have 2 girlfriends that I know for long

One of them opened a watsaap group just for 3 of us.

It’s been months since I realise that they are badtalking me behind my back and only talk on the group when they need me to do something for them ,and have to judge my lifestyle.

5 months ago they invited me to one of their daughter’s birthday party and I was happy to be there to share the moment with them.

Next morning they sent a message on the group saying how I got fat and that I needed to do sports and eat healthy because there is emergency and that I need to do it fast before I get to fat..

I was feeling really awful about what they said I even cryed that day because I always had body shame and bringing it up like that had me thinking :”are they my real friends?”

While we were in the party they never said eanything to me so why would they say that to me next day.

They know that I am trying to conceive and one of them will always tell me ohhh how comes I haven’t conceive yet that when it was her she conceived straight away,I just said it takes time and that I don’t need the extra pressure from them and since that day they are so cold with me like they just ignore me and will go places together and just post it on their watsaap status..

I don’t feel like going out with theme anymore or even talking to them because they are telling me things that I would never tell them.I don’t really know how to react with them but I just want to tell them that they are not being supportive friends to me.

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