I got a paps done, I got an email with the results but it was confusing. Didn’t pay attention to it much bcs I didnt get a call from my doc. THREE DAYS LATER, I get a notification again that my results are ready. I check a little better this time and since the doc haven’t call.. I did some research, and started FREAKING OUT!!

I called the office and they said they could put an appointment for me to talk with the doc in 2 days, WTF TWO DAYS? Two days wondering if I have cancer? Jesus Christ!! I kept researching and called again, I told the lady to tell me right at that moment on the call if I have HPV OR NOT before I get an existential crisis, she indeed confirmed I’m positive 🙂. I go to talk to the doc that day and she said it’s all good, I just have to come in a year.. uhmmm… how does she know it’s good if no colposcopy have been done?!?! She said that I’m too young to do the colposcopy but she’ll do one the next day so I’m more calm. She mentioned it takes like 10min, yet she couldnt do it right then. WELL NEXT DAY Y HAD MY PERIOD!! She said she couldnt do it while on my period 😑😑 NOW I’m so scared.. I bleed A LOT LIKE DRASTICALLY DURING SEX two days ago (not my period) , I’ve had pinkish or weird discharge and I’m seeing all these numbers here in these results that I don’t understand. At this point I just want to know how many days I have left of life so I know when to tell my mom goodbye..