I’m actually having a panic attack rn looking on google. Please help me, i’ve lost all hope.

I don’t feel anything on my clit. I want to so badly. I feel like it’s probably an amazing feeling and it frustrates me to know end having my clit be so dead and “asleep.” I’m really worried i’ll never get to feel it. please does anyone have advice?? i’m really scared. I orgasm with a vibrator on my clit but even then it doesn’t have sensation during the actual progression, only when I orgasm.