So I missed my period and it turns out I’m pregnant. 6 weeks according to this app but really 4 weeks because I know when the insemination happened, the plan b didn’t work. Im 26 going on 27 in a couple of weeks, I don’t have a career yet just work two part time jobs. My boyfriend does commercial fishing. We live in a nice apartment and we have been together 2 years. Our relationship isn’t bad, we have ups and downs but pull through. We both agreed from the gecko that we weren’t ready for children. So its a surprise and I’m really really not sure if keeping it is the right choice. I don’t know if I’m ready to give up my freedom for a little brat that needs to be molded into a smart, kind person. I dont know if im mentally ready, but I also feel terrible getting an abortion. I told him if I ever got pregnant I would, but its alot easier to say that before your pregnant then to go through with it.

Im really afraid and my emotions are all over the place. One second I find myself holding my belly, almost proud because it feels like its what ive been waiting for my entire life. The next second I have migraines contemplating whether keeping it is the right decision and thinking of how much I will have to sacrifice.

I dont know what to do 😔