Scared

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I'm 11 weeks n 2 days pregnant. Tomorrow is the year of my last miscarrage at 11 weeks n 3 days. Kinda scared of something happening. Baby heartbeat stopped at this stage last year. Where we live it's in the middle of nowhere really. There's like 6 places where we r at. U have to drive to get to anywhere. So haven't seen baby since I was 7 weeks pregnant. I Kno people is gonna be like why haven't I been seen. Well next week when I get paid I will have enough money to pay for insurance so I can get seen by an obgyn. The obgyn Dr is an hour away from where we live at that's y.