Hot girl summer

So.

I got out of a horrible abusive relationship. I’ve slept with a few dudes. I was going on a so many dates. Living it up. Acting like

I don’t care.

Now I’m lonely and sad. My ex contacted me on a dating app ans I don’t know why but I feel so depressed. He isn’t even supposed to be messaging me. Because of a police order.

He had reversed his vasectomy so we could have babies but I think his alcoholic ways fucked that up.

Right now I feel like a dirty slut and so damn lonely.

I feel so alone