Last weekend, I lost my pregnancy at 4w3d. I only knew I was pregnant for about 4 days. I didn’t realize how much I would be affected by this, but I can’t think of anything else throughout the day. I do feel like I’m healing each day a little more but the waves of sadness just keep washing over me and I’m having such a hard time moving on from this. I know it’ll be something that will always be sad, but how long will I constantly think about it? It sucks. I am grateful that, if it was meant to be a loss, it happened as early as it did. I’m grateful to know that I am able to get pregnant (this was my very first pregnancy). However I can’t help but feel angry, jealous, and sad. I’d love to hear from others who have experienced this. My heart aches for all of you who have, and I hope those who haven’t gone through this never have to. We’ve been trying since November… I’m so afraid it will take a while to conceive again. I’m so scared that I’ll lose another pregnancy. I’m so anxious to start trying again. So many emotions.