AF today, and you know what’s crazy??

TW- mc mentioned

I am almost wishing for yet another chemical… just to prove to myself I can still get pregnant. How insane is that? It hasn’t been that long TTC #2, but 1 was so easy. We were childless. There was so much time and energy haha.

No one in my family has ever not conceived easily. I did all the things to not get pregnant as a teen and young adult. Finished school. Now I’m working, ready for another, and each month that I get my period I wonder if I’ve missed my boat.

I have so much respect for all the women who are on this journey and have been on it longer than I have. You are amazing, and strong, I want to be like you.