I believe in God even though I don’t go to church every Sunday and I don’t read the Bible. I can’t tell you how many times I have begged Him to just take away my desire to be a mom if I’m not meant to be one. Take away the heaviness in my heart when I see a newborn baby or beautiful pregnant belly. Still, every month the crimson tide reminds me I’m getting older and still not getting pregnant. I come here because I know so many women struggle with this and a lot of those women are here. This past month I spotted and my period was even a day late and I asked God to give me a sign. I talked to Him and asked him if the reason why I couldn’t get pregnant is because He knows I wouldn’t be a good mom. Then my period comes. I’m just tired and I guess I need to go see a doctor to see why it’s not happening but I’m not married and have no insurance and to me that’s embarrassing. Anyways just needed to vent but welcome any advice or conversation. I wish everyone here luck in their journey.