Rainbow baby pregnancy 🌈

I’m 6 weeks with my rainbow baby and just really struggling mentally to relax and try enjoying this pregnancy. I keep having nightmares i am miscarrying again. My anxiety is through the roof. I know I need to take it one day at a time I just feel like when i really think about my pregnancy and having this baby i have to distract myself or else I’ll freak myself out and think the absolute worst. 🥺 my son is also a rainbow baby and his pregnancy I was on edge but I don’t remember it being this bad. 😣 just venting i guess.