Marital fight.

Me and my husband have been together for 4 years, married for 1 this past august. This past year has been hard for us. We miscarried at the beginning of the year and just had a chemical pregnancy about 2 months ago. We've been trying for about a year but no luck. When I ask him what options do we have if I can't get pregnant he says there are no other options. No adopting because he wants a kid of his own.

A few months ago I found out he was watching porn and talking to other women behind my back. Even talked about goin to meet them and getting nudes from them. Ever since then I haven't trusted him. Everyday we argue about something and most of the time its about everything. We only had sex like two times this month because I was the one who wanted it and basically begged for him to even kiss or touch me. He can go days without kissing me or hugging me.

I guess I just need to rant but I know this isn't how a marriage is supposed to go. I've done talked to him about how I feel and everything and that's the only time he'll actually talk to me and say that it'll get better and it will for a day or so then we're right back to where we were. We married young. I was 19 and he was 24. Couples therapy is out of the question because he doesn't want to go at all. I just don't know what to do...