Anyone else feeling completely exhausted with TTC 😪

I came off contraption May 2019 after being on the depovera injection for 4 years,

Since then I’ve had nothing but trouble, periods are all over the shop, tried all the meds under the sun given by my GP and they do nothing,

Irregular cycles and periods that literally make me collapse from the pain, the blood loss is immense 😭

Fast forward to June 2021 and my doctor finally decides that I may have endometriosis and has referred me to the hospital, still waiting on that appointment now 😭

Every time I get a period I am uncontrollably crying as it’s mentally making me sad that I’m not pregnant again and I’m done with it all, I’m done with being sad, I’m done with getting no help, i have nobody in my family who has been through this so they have no idea what to say to make me feel better,

I don’t know what to do anymore, I feel lost