I don't know what to do anymore....I feel like my body is failing me. I see my friends or people who I watched grow up and are teenagers now having babies, my friends who I went to school with having their 3rd or 4th baby and here I am saying how happy I am for them but deep down inside I'm saying why can't I have a baby yet....what is so wrong with me....why can't I have a body that lets me get pregnant whenever I want.....I'm a few years shy of 30 and i just don't wanna be that person who doesn't have a baby til she is almost 40 something....my family always ask me when I'm gonna pop out a baby and I'm sitting here thinking why to torture me more like I already think I'm failing at being a woman but why would you say that and I know your meaning to do it but literally throw it in my face.....I just want to start my own little family 😢