So I had 18 eggs retrieved, 15 were mature. 10 of them were fertilized and only 4 made it to the blastocyst. We have chosen to get the PGT-A and results came back yesterday.

Typing with tears, I only have one normal embryo and 3 were abnormal and were discarded.

Understanding that I only have 1 try after almost 3 years of trying and almost spending $35k makes my heart break.

I am on Estradiol and my transfer is scheduled to happen on the Wednesday, 15th of September.

I really want to be hopeful and positive but I know it is not easy. All I want is one baby :(

Why is this so hard.. I am tired.

Is anyone got pregnant with just one embryo ? Like the first try? I want to hear someone say it’s possible.

Sorry about the rant.