Sorry for the sob story but I feel like I'm on the verge of quitting this pregnancy "idea". Lost 2 babies. Almost lost my life the last pregnancy. Growing facial hair everywhere, even got a strand coming out my forehead.....smh. Extreme pain around the time of my cycle. Constant tries of tracking my ovulation and having sex just to see a few weeks later, there is nothing. I got a ", prophecy" some months ago (if you believe in those) that I won't get pregnant until I get married. That every time I try, my baby would die or it would not form right. With all the missed tries I'm starting to believe it. I need help! How do y'all keep going in this? What keeps you wanting to keep trying even though you lost so many times?