crazy or what?

So i have the 3 year nexplanon birth control, when i got it i was so against having a baby right then. So anyway, everyone i know is having babies left and right and it just melts my heart seeing how happy everyone is. I want a baby so so bad! My SO said that we could try as soon as my birth control comes out. Excited, i started counting the months until i get it out! 16 Months!!! i know thats still quite a ways away, but I'm excited as ever! Am i crazy for that? lol