I spent all day doing laundry, I even paid to be able to do laundry, cleaning the house, making breakfast, lunch and diner, out job hunting, running to the grocery store. I made sure he was taken care of and everything. After I had time to sit down with him and spent some time with him he looked at me and laughed at me saying I look like a mess and my hair is a mess. Like yes I know I fucking do! I spent all day getting shit done I’m hot and sweaty and no point in trying to make myself presentable when I’m not doing anything special or crazy today. I feel like shit and he knows that and he has to now suddenly make me feel even worse about myself